One Ray at a Time

Crohn’s Disease

One of my paths to health: learning, healing, and changing ray by ray.

Some of my friends have expressed interest in how I deal with Crohn’s Disease. I tell what I remember but I thought I’d collect memories here to be able to share a more complete picture.

[currently mostly just an outline, I’ll come back and fill in]

My Story

Gut Agony Begins and Fades…Repeats

Unripe mulberries, dehydration and/or overheating while exercising on hot “black flag” days, and eventually a raw steak each lead to pain in my abdomen that felt like I was being pulled apart inside. After the steak, (in Europe, during the Mad Cow Disease outbreak1), the pulling was so agonizing I was screaming in the fetal position in on a clinic bed. No help for relief was offered. The results from a bloody feces sample indicated an an unknown bacteria.

Gut Agony Escalates and Overwhelms

Over years, smelling and tasting like strep throat but not being sick with throat issues, horribly embarrassed, then very loose bowels for weeks. A doctor recommended by my friend (nurse) concluded that it was because of the way I ate as an American female. Prescribed Peptol Bismol. Eventually I became so weak I layed down in a hectic environment and slept soundly in the middle of the day. When I awoke I felt so terrible and weak I decided to go to a walk-in clinic. The doctor felt my abdomen with her hands and detected a mass in the area of my illium. She told me to go to ER for a CT scan. The nurses told me behind her back that the doctor was “over the top” and she was overreacting. I did not want to go to ER. I decided to go anyway. I received a CT scan and was referred to a GI.

Diagnosis Relieves

Treatment Takes Edge Off

Short-term Overwhelm Continues

Minor Help with Cost

Short-term Overwhelm Increases Frequency

Proposed Help with Higher Risks

There Must be Another Way

A Friend Confidently Offers Help

Help She Does

Hurt She Does

On My Own

Different Help

Different Angles

Improved Health

Still Weak

Getting Stronger and Wiser

  1. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/United_Kingdom_BSE_outbreak ↩︎

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